Friday, November 14, 2008
...my result is out....sooo sad can't get POA...i want it soo much yet i still can't get it ......still i'm quite happy to art...i'm quite gd in my art too....but i want my POA......there are 8 person in our class who get art....i'm soooo happy that jen nee can Add math......i'm happy for her...well u noe nowadays i find it very weird to call lovell piggy piggy i don't noe y i felt soo weird it is as if i was bullying him or wat....weird right.....at first i thought it's ok but now i noe y i think that it' sooo weird well the reason is because i think that maybe the gaps between our friendship has become more and more further......maybe it's coming to an end too who noe this kind of things 1.....i always believe that friendship will always last till 4ever but till now i never see it happen yet.....sooo sad right...i can't believe it too....but now for sure i noe that the friendship between jia wen and mi has already end a long time ago he no longer treat mi as his friend maybe just a passer by who he never noe....now i only 1 him to 4give mi 4 watever i had done to make him soo angry and i really really hope that he will 4give mi and let the friendship start again and will never goes to the finishing line like it did the last tuse i time cause i really believe that friendship between u and your friends will never end no matter wat cause friends are the second most important things beside your familys.....friends will always b with u no matter wat happen they will always b by your side giving u all the support...that's wat i always believe in but sometime your very best friend can b the 1 who give u the most support and they can b the 1 who is the most caring 1 in your sch life but they can also b the 1 who will betray u who will hurt u the most....i'm very sure that all most all of u have experience it before right...well i have too at first i thought the my friends are always the most carings 1 the most understanding 1 but it turn out to b sooo different that i can't believe it.....a small misunderstanding can make our friendship ends sooo quickily....i happen soo fast till i can't seem to 4get about it everything that has happen just seems like it happen yesterday...it still hurts now to think about all those unhappy memories i had all those things really hurts mi till my heart bleed...it has been broken into my pieces some of mycaring friends fix my heart back but no matter wat there is still a long and deep scar left inside my heart....all those hurtful and mean things they said are still in side my heart i can't 4give about it the scar is too deep and too big to b heal....all most everyday i will b seen cry in the classroom...