Oh...i really don't noe wat's happening 2 my friends...If this goes on i really don't noe wat will happen....I really don't noe wat 2 do....I can't handle anything at all.....I don't noe why i'm here in this world....I'm really very unless i can't even help my friends....I really don't noe wat 2 do can some1 help mi 4 a change.....I hate everything no1 cares about mi in school and i always get bully by my classmates i hate it...Well now i'm typing this and crying at the sometime it's not easy 2 stay cheerful like this...I have change a lot since i have been in this sch....I have been less cheerful and always very emo...I always try 2 act cheerful in front of every1 but the truth is every word every1 said about mi hurts....I always control myself from crying but i can't it hurt mi 2 much and i can't bear it...I don't noe wat 2 do...Many times i wish i'm not in this world hoping that i could disappear into thin air and never b seen again.....I really hate it.....I hate myself.....I'm always not as strong as every1 thinks i'm.....I'm always very weak deep inside mi 1 little hurtful words any1 said 2 mi can really hurt mi a lot.....