Well i think that wat jia wen said is right....Now i really hate myself 4 it...... i don't noe wat 2 do right now......wat i want 2 do now is 2 cry out loud and want some1 2 listen 2 mi......Now i feels very hurt and sad......i really don't noe wat 2 do now.......i have been thinking about 4 a long time right now.....Now i don't even have the time 2 study i can't even sleep....i'm really very tired of it....I think i did something very wrong don't noe if pigggy piggy will 4give mi a not....